February 2012
163 posts
Things that hurt...
Being unsure of how someone feels about you.
Feeling like they are mad at you.
Being misunderstood by people you care about.
Being judged by people you care about.
Feeling like you lost something that was never yours.
Feeling like you’re doing too much.
Thinking you aren’t doing enough.
Not knowing if you should say something.
Worried about what they’ll think if you do say it.
Feeling...
Feeling: Helpless, Upset, Cranky
I told myself repeatedly on that night not to, not to, not to, not to feel anything. I cannot feel anything because I don’t want to feel all upset like before. But look at me now, I allow myself to feel something. WHY?!?!?!?!? WHY DID I ALLOW MYSELF TO DO THAT?!?!
Why can’t I guard my own heart well? Why must I always let the slightest move for that...
Questions
I miss you but does it matter to you? Do you feel the same way as I do? Do you want me the same way as I want you? Do you think of me the same way as I think of you first thing in the morning and the last thing in the night? Do you want to hold and hug me again as much as I want to hold and hug you again? Do you………?
I really wonder if I ever cross your mind, for me it happens...
“You know that feeling when it gets too hard to trust people sometimes? Yeah,...”
– (via thevampiredrinkscoke
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WISH
Wish you’re a little bit more initiative and sensitive.
I was in bed with mask on at 10-ish and trying to get some sleep after but 2hours later or so I’m up snacking on chocolates and tidbits while watching my younger brother prepare his meals. A failed attempt to sleep early so there goes to me - a more ugly pair of dark-circled eyes. Homemade sukiyaki for dinner with the family and Melody earlier on. We had something different today rather...
Rubbish
It was a brilliant idea to drink a cup of Iced Latte just an hour before bed. Caffeine and red bull actually do help in keeping me awake for hours I never thought of. 4.5hrs of sleep the previous night and went shopping with the elder brother and mother in the afternoon. Got myself a Celine heels and my mother got herself a new Louis Vuitton bag. It’s time for me to start saving and stop...
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